ruilan says she reads my blog everyday, but i haven't been blogging for the past 2 days, so she got nothing to read. i'm blogging now so she has something to read. lols.

super din feel like going to work this morning. i sat there in the dark for like, 5 mins, debating whether or not to take leave again. lol. i wonder why i'm so tired. i slept at around 11.30pm last night leh. hais. lucky i din take leave. otherwise my dad would have something else to nag at me again. zzZz.

on the way to work, i suddenly thought of the dream i had last night. first part, i dreamt of work. =.= then suddenly become maple. i dreamt that me and another archer were training at some weird map, and then dunno why we started shooting strafe. i still remember thinking, 'wah, so good ah?! level 6X got strafe liao." lols. maple-addicted. bleh.

was super super sianz at work. cos i had totally nothing to do again. my to-do list keeps getting shorter and shorter. furthermore, the stuff i have to do are not those that i can finish doing. i've already done my part and i have to wait for the other side to finish their part before i can continue. sucks lor.

let's see what i did today.
9 hrs of work -
1.75 hrs of shredding -
1.25 hr of lunch -
1 hr of photocopying stuff -
= 5 hrs of stoning!!

omfg. -_-'''

i hate the office shredder. the paper keeps getting stuck at the blades, and then i have to reach in and clear the mess. i don't like being in such a vulnerable position. even though i switch off the machine before my hand goes in, i hate to think what happens if for some reason the machine starts moving suddenly. tsk tsk. scary you know?! =\

had some time alone in the room before i went for lunch. took a couple of random pics.

haiz. sho ke lian hor? lol. during lunch, i ordered a big cup of ice coffee. she gave me HOT coffee instead. =.= can you imagine drinking hot coffee after walking under the sun in 3 layers of clothings? best part, i felt sleepy within the first 10mins of stepping into the office after lunch. no caffeine effect at all. sianz.

dear wanted this. i look super horrible. the sun melted my makeup. lols.

oh wells. went for retail therapy after work. nothing much to buy. just bought some rose candles and sachets to make my room smell nice nice. hehes. rushed home, ate, and started to clean my room. dunno why, but i was thinking about cleaning my room throughout the day. lols.

last bit. 2 days of rest day for me. let's see how much i can chiong on maple. LOL. ^^

p/s. people, do that poll thingy at the sidebar pweese?

how come time passes so fast when i'm not in the office. i just sat down for a while debating whether to bathe first or blog first, and it's like, 'eh! so fast 30 mins gone le!' -.=

work was alright. i finished 2 days of workload in less than 6 hours. can you ever imagine how much i have to stone every day? oh wells. chatted with dear through emails. nice nice. but i hope i don't get caught. i'm not really allowed to use the office email for personal mails. shhhhh~ nevertheless, time sure passes faster when you're there. hehe.

happened to notice something when i was setting up p-files, and now i'm interested in that something as well. shan't be revealing what that something is until i confirm i'm going for that something. hmmm. lols.

nothing to blog. i'm tired. bai`bai.

p/s. just noticed rui linked me. lol. din expect him to know about my blog though. hey rui, if you happen to read this. how's you guys? =)

shall combine 4 posts into one. =P

Friday, 29th June
nothing much, just that dear said i sounded very happy when i called him during lunch. i guess i was. that's half the day gone. 4 more hours to seeing dear. seriously dunno how i pia-ed till 6, cos i was practically glancing at the time every few minutes. lols.

took the lift down with nancy and shernice. the first time people ask me wanna walk to mrt station together, i was meeting dear. bleh. was bursting to ask them hurry up and walk faster. =| and i think i was abit too kua zhang when i saw dear. i guess i was just too glad.

had dinner by the riverside. the same food, the same place, the same seat, feels so different when there's someone by your side. lunching alone at the riverside will be more bearable now, cos you've been there with me before.

stayed up late at night. i like it when we're just sitting there, talking in the dark. sorry for having those thoughts. i was too frustrated last week. won't happen again.

Saturday, 30th June
waking up to dear is so much better than waking up to the alarm or my mum. ^^

went suntec for nancy drew with dear, windy 老爸, and his friend. i quite like the show, although it pales in comparison with her books. apparently it didn't interest dear at all. 老爸 and his friend didn't seem to enjoy it much as well. i guess it's a girls' show ba. hahas.

walked around suntec waiting for dear's friends to confirm dinner. saw alot of nicee clothes which i was so tempted to get. especially that pink off-shoulder. chio! but so ex. =.=

then dear bought a pair of watches. one for me, one for him. (duh.)

wandered into bonsai garden. heard of it but haven't been there before. that place is quite a nice hangout, except for the mosquitoes. =X

went breeks for dinner with dear's friends vivian and ryan. sweet couple. double date. =) and dear, it's not that i know how to mix with your friends, because i don't know how to mix with people at all. remember what i told you about being able to click? i guess i just happen to 'sort of' click with them abit. so far.

finished dinner around 8.30, when i happened to realized that there was a sms from mingkai received at 7.30. he said they were preparing to launch the fireworks already. thinking that we've already missed it, we headed to esplanade rooftop, only to realize it was closed. how come esplanade people so smart ah? lols. sat and chatted for awhile, then we went to buy supper and headed home. the journey was freaking bad.

first, we waited around half an hour for the %)#*%$) 960 bus to arrive. then, it was super crowded, and super stuffy, and super hot, making us super pissed. poor dear. i feel bad for wanting to take bus when he suggested mrt instead. )= then we found out that we didn't miss the fireworks after all, because there weren't any to begin with. something about the national stadium thingy. zzZz. why can't it close down this sat? haiz.

Sunday, 1st July
nothing much today. stayed at home, slept and mapled.

i so like the feeling when we went down to buy supper. don't know why too. =P

Monday, 2nd July
stayed up till 4 in the morning. talked. cried. alot. =( woke up 2 hours later for work. damn tired. dear was supposed to send me to work. but on the way, i decided to take leave today. lols. i feel guilty for taking so much off recently. i suppose for the next month or so, i cannot take any offs liao. sadded. but i go to work everyday, yet i don't see dear everyday. so of cos dear more important right? hehes. (melissa and parents are pissed, but, a few more hours to see dear leh. scolding also worth it lah.)

went back home to sleep for a while. then had to go liao. managed to make it on time. lucky lor. i stayed to watch dear leave because i thought it could help me to better accept the fact that he's leaving. i guess not. boy it hurt.

dear, next time lydat, don't sms or call me in between. i will cry again. even tomorrow. or wednesday. i know i will tear when i call you during lunch. but i'll be okay. it's just the aftermath of getting too used to you being here. i'll be fine next week. btw, as for your dad's birthday, i think there's a 90% chance i can't make it. for the other 10%, i'll just have to see how it goes lor. but don't put too much hope on it. i don't wanna risk angering them after today. i don't want them to don't like you. =\ i don't know lah. pray ba. and pray you fast fast get a good good job here. muacks.