full of random stuff

who dare to sit on potatoes?
(ans below)

i hate myself nowadays. weather sucks; blowing hot and cold. so many people falling sick. i'm halfway there. having trouble falling asleep at night. trying to resist depending on panadol. breakouts! meaning monthly blood donation is nearing. extra reason to feel cranky. i hate the breakout cream. skin is peeling. zzZz.

heels are hurting me so much. went to repair it last night, after a very long time. only one rubber came off, but the uncle replaced both. nice. ^^ i somehow found the uncle very familiar. also had this instant liking towards him. dunno why. lol.

i hate work; more & more. i feel so silly going to work everyday, waiting for HER to give me papers to file. i can't believe i'm doing filing. i hate filing now. can't stand HER too. she's bloody lazy. can you imagine i'm filing papers for last year? all that backlog! o_O good & easy work she do, bad stuff i do. no wonder i'm making more & more enemies. thankful for all those colleagues who dislike HER and understand what i have to go through.

more random stuff. finally finished watching D.I.E. it's one of those shows that doesn't have a happy ending, though it's a little confusing. roger died in the end, because the female ghost had told him sonjia would die if they remain together, and the only way for her to live is to replace her life with his own. yeah so he died. at the last scene, at his grave, miraculously she was holding a baby whom she said was his son. the baby had roger's telepathic ability, so he couldn't be adopted. i have no idea when that baby came about. weird...

oh wells. nothing to watch anymore. besides forensic heroes which is still showing in hk so i can't watch all at once. any good shows to intro? mehhx.

p/s. i hope choc fondue tml is still on. *crosses fingers*

Ans : 男人
因为男人大丈夫，敢做敢当 (敢坐gan dan)。

new metus + 5-digit damage!

tempted to attempt scrolling again, so i bought a few metus-es and 30%/60% bow att scrolls. boomed the first 2 metus-es. felt so disheartened, i just threw 30%s on the last one. luckily it didn't boom. in total, i passed 3 30% and 2 60%s on it, which added up to 107 weapon attack, 1wa more than my previous one. that's not too bad, considering i spent 20 million on this scrolling extravaganza. let's hope my old metus can fetch at least 35million back.

i now have 99 str in total, 4 more than my needed 95 str to hold the metus. should i reset them back to dex? but ap resets are so ex, and i might be able to get a nisrock in future. hmmm. *dilemma*

achieved with lv 7 sharp eyes and cassandra's 20 weapon attack. 5 digits! whoots~!

D.I.E

if you like drama series like 'to catch the uncatchable' or 'forensic heroes', try D.I.E, or Death Investigation Extension 古靈精探. it stars roger kwok and sonjia kwok who gets transferred to a newly formed police unit, along with several others similarly with bad track records. there, they're supposed to solve cases which have been left open for a very long time.

though loggerheads at first, roger and sonjia slowly develop feelings for each other. there's also the addition of a female ghost, whose part in the story i still don't know yet (haven't seen to that part). lol.

due to roger's telepathic ability, this series is a combination of crime-solving and comedy. an interesting alternative to forensic heroes 2, which loads bloody slow. -.-

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had a little chat with one of my maple buddies. i realized i never knew what his name was. i even forgot his ign. all along we were just chatting on msn. he's one of those rare guys that don't club, don't pub, doesn't go for looks, detests polygamy, and believes in remaining a virgin for his future wife (and expects his wife to be the same). lol.

anyway back to topic. he asked me what i expected in my partner. i gave him a long list. then he asked, "if you manage to find such a man, what do you think he sees in you?" that got me thinking. at first i wasn't sure what he meant. i thought he was referring to stuff like, 'must be beauty queen', or 'must be very rich', or maybe 'must be very smart and capable' etc. if in that case, obviously i won't have anything that anyone will see in me.

then he told me, many people only know what to expect from their partner, but never seem to think what they can offer to their partner. i find that confusing. i mean, what he says is true. but then again, if you weren't like this in the first place, would you expect your partner to be like that?

(btw i'm talking about mentality, not materialistic gains, where a poor girl aims for a rich husband.)

for example, if you paint or enjoy seeing paintings, you would expect or hope your partner to be on the same wavelength as you right? but maybe i've seen too little to be thinking like this. maybe it just boils down to the individuals.

顺其自然吧.