it's been ages since i went swimming, and the feeling of returning to the pool just now was just...WOW! lols. okay lah, i can't really swim well lah, but can float, can move forward, can le right? just to jian fei and relax abit ma. and anyway i only swim at night, so nobody can see me swim. even if can, also can't see clearly. lol! i wonder if i should eat. cos, what's the point of burning those calories only to eat them back right? but i'm hungry. hmmm.

=\ actually i see no meaning in the above paragraph, but heck lah. i don't know what i'm saying man. haha!

cut my nails just now. heartpain sia. but i have to admit they were getting kinda long. too long for me to perfect audition. so now that they're shorter, i can go rape npc liao. (just an audi term. relax.) ^^v

lalala~ oh yeah, watch this video. this guy is pro man. 8k freestyle. woohoo~ notice how each move connects to the other (if you get what i mean). i think he memorized those steps. makes me feel so noob man. =(



to sasa, if you're here. paiseh leh. for yesterday and friday. yesterday i really really don't feel like going out. i think you understand why right? and friday, erms, i see after going to the fair i still got time anot ba. see first, but not confirm hor. sowie!

been sleeping so little lately, and at weird times too. slept at 6 this morning and woke at 9.30. haish. downloaded this 2d s2s maple-like game, ghostonline. the graphics are so cute, but it's so freaking hard to play! zzZz. gave up after a while. blehz. =\

*sobs*
so many things happened within these few days .
i feel so stressed and fucked up .
keep crying myself to sleep ,
but i still don't know what to do .
how should i think ?
what should i do ?
who should i choose ?
i know i can't have both ,
and i'm trying not to hurt either .
i shouldn't let this drag on .
but i'm really really really lost .
follow my heart they say .
my heart's just as confused .
probably the only option left ..
is to have neither .

tired tired~ slept at 5am and kana pulled up at 7. zzZz. accompanied my ah ma go temple to 'bai tai sui'. so many people sia. first time i was sitting in an ocean of 'ah mas'. scary. lols. on the way back, i spied one of those toy machines. my dad automatically gave me 2 bucks to play. hahas. played the piggy machine. got 2 keychains. one pair de wor. black and white de. kawaii~ ^^

came back, changed, and went out again to one of the relatives' place. boring lor. eat and eat nia. the red wine there weird weird de. machiam extra strong. gulp down half a cup nia giddy le. haish. =P

oh wells, later playing cards. must 'yang zu jing shen' then can tong sha! wish me luck. =D pics before i go..