TIRED!

work was alright today. i think i'm getting more stuff to do. that's a pretty good thing. =) getting more responsibilities too. scary, but it sure beats sitting there doing nothing at all. just learnt that shernice will be leaving end of july. which means, i prolly have to take over her duties. karen already hinted to me to learn stuff from her so that i can help karen when she leaves. that sucks. i wonder if i'll be asked to sit at shernice's desk after she leaves. provided i haven't quit yet. hmmm.

met my yean after work at town to collect my certificate. yean ish super nice to collect it for me. lubs my yean. the first thing she said when she saw me was, "你的样子看来很累. 你好像一天比一天憔悴 leh." sho sweet hor? hahas. saw all my results. i din realized i was this bad. lols. sheesh. too late now. i hate to say this, but, WHY DIDN'T I WORK HARDER?! =\

met lissa, mingzhu and yinxia also. super long din see them liao. gonna miss you sa. hope you enjoy it over there. come back liao must meet up hor! =D

tml is friday! yays! i just have to get through 8 hours of work tml, and i can see dear! *happy*

meeshell has a new job!! in addition to being a HR assistant, she has also taken on the role of a cleaner!! yays. =.=

yes yes. yours truly now has to clear dustbins of my colleagues every week. not one, not two, but 5 dustbins! wtf. alice was nice enough to say, "don't lah! don't do this lah. so horrible." haiz. alice dear, you think i want meh? you think i enjoy doing this meh? but big boss open mouth ask me clear, i can say dowan mah?!?! you know how i felt when i was squatting there clearing the bins? you know how much i wanted to just hide under the table until everyone has left so that nobody will see me clearing rubbish? YOU DON'T KNOW!!

i'm so sick and tired of entertaining people the whole day. i hate to smile and pretend to enjoy talking when all i want is the opposite. can i at least have a little bit of peace at home? =(

6 weeks ago, i was beginning to learn to cope with office life. 6 weeks later, i'm still learning to cope with office life. it's so hard. i'm really not happy working there, and i just want someone here for me. someone to take care of me. someone to fuss over me. someone to make me feel that everything is worth it.

but what's the point when you're not here when i needed you?

i'm exhausted. i don't have much energy left. sorry.

meeshell has a new job!! in addition to being a HR assistant, she has also taken on the role of a cleaner!! yays. =.=

yes yes. yours truly now has to clear dustbins of my colleagues every week. not one, not two, but 5 dustbins! wtf. alice was nice enough to say, "don't lah! don't do this lah. so horrible." haiz. alice dear, you think i want meh? you think i enjoy doing this meh? but big boss open mouth ask me clear, i can say dowan mah?!?! you know how i felt when i was squatting there clearing the bins? you know how much i wanted to just hide under the table until everyone has left so that nobody will see me clearing rubbish? YOU DON'T KNOW!!

i'm so sick and tired of entertaining people the whole day. i hate to smile and pretend to enjoy talking when all i want is the opposite. can i at least have a little bit of peace at home? =(

6 weeks ago, i was beginning to learn to cope with office life. 6 weeks later, i'm still learning to cope with office life. it's so hard. i'm really not happy working there, and i just want someone here for me. someone to take care of me. someone to fuss over me. someone to make me feel that everything is worth it.

but what's the point when you're not here when i needed you?

i'm exhausted. i don't have much energy left. sorry.