have deleted my previous post cos looking back, i think it was pretty awful. lols. i think i shall continue blogging normally. i don't see the point of creating 2 blogs, one for happy stuff and one for the opposite. lols.

was at dear's for dinner yesterday. poor him, waited so long for me. but then can't blame me. i also waited very long for that agent. blehss. mee likes cuddling and watching tv. lols. ^^

sooo tempted to take half day leave today. after stoning for 8 hrs yesterday, i wasn't exactly looking forward to stoning again today. but then in the morning, i got a call from grace to say that since melissa is on leave today, she'll pass the payroll stuff to me instead, in the late afternoon. so mee can't leave!! ><

lunch came and went. feeling pretty bo liao, so...

lols. i think i've been taking too many leaves. it seemed so long since i've been at the riverside. hahas. i used to think fullerton looked rather grand and nice, being a 6 star hotel. but having spent nearly 5 months staring at it, i've come to dread it already. i'm praying i don't get a job at the esplanade. lol.

oh wells. met cher and jo for dinner at marina. finally satisfied my kenny craving. i was practically salivating at the smell of roasted chicken and the sight of macaroni cheese. and the potato salad! yums. ^^ forgot to take pics tho. heex.

popped down harry's@esplanade for a drink. had wanted to opt out initially (dead beat), but in the end was persuaded by the gals. thankfully they did. i can't say i'm addicted, but i'm definitely hooked on pubbing. hehes. the atmostphere was a lil off at harry's, and a lil uncomfortable to be sitting on that high stool with heels on, but...let's find a better one next time. lols.

was kinda nice to swop drinks and try all. looking forward to the next outing again. muacks you gals! =D

it's 12.18am only, but i'm wondering why it feels like 3am already. hahas. tired i guess. so not looking forward to work next monday. haish.

early this morning i was thinking, "i must remember to blog tonight that meeshell is not tempted to take leave anymore. she's tempted to bloody hell QUIT!" throughout the 40min journey, i kept thinking and thinking why i feel like shit every morning. no nice workload, no nice colleagues, no nice environment, no career advancement, nothing to learn at all...that salary isn't motivating me to go to work anymore. i wish i could treat it as a holiday job and just pia another 1 more month for the bonus, but i can't cos it's NOT a holiday job. i'm sure i can't resist taking somemore leaves, and the bonus won't be able to cover it. i just don't see the point of staying on anymore. might as well quit and spend the extra time to find another job. i know it's not easy to find a job that i like, but at least, let me find one that i don't mind working at. not one that i hate. =.='''

so, yeah. shall be tendering in tml. doubt they will persuade me to stay anyway. lols. been sending out resumes the whole morning. so far, only one has gotten back to me. i sure hope i get a better job than hsbc. >.<

cher asked me to organize dinner this friday.
me: boo! this friday kenny u can?
jo: haha. cannot. cos you say boo.
me: *stunned* + *-_-*
lols. jo is bloody cute lar! ^^

happy m00ncake festival !!

early this morning i was thinking, "i must remember to blog tonight that meeshell is not tempted to take leave anymore. she's tempted to bloody hell QUIT!" throughout the 40min journey, i kept thinking and thinking why i feel like shit every morning. no nice workload, no nice colleagues, no nice environment, no career advancement, nothing to learn at all...that salary isn't motivating me to go to work anymore. i wish i could treat it as a holiday job and just pia another 1 more month for the bonus, but i can't cos it's NOT a holiday job. i'm sure i can't resist taking somemore leaves, and the bonus won't be able to cover it. i just don't see the point of staying on anymore. might as well quit and spend the extra time to find another job. i know it's not easy to find a job that i like, but at least, let me find one that i don't mind working at. not one that i hate. =.='''

so, yeah. shall be tendering in tml. doubt they will persuade me to stay anyway. lols. been sending out resumes the whole morning. so far, only one has gotten back to me. i sure hope i get a better job than hsbc. >.<

cher asked me to organize dinner this friday.
me: boo! this friday kenny u can?
jo: haha. cannot. cos you say boo.
me: *stunned* + *-_-*
lols. jo is bloody cute lar! ^^

happy m00ncake festival !!