我要懺悔！

an eventful race yesterday. pretty nice to watch the ups and downs. hamilton gave a flawless start-to-finish race. yay! 2 more races and then it's the much-awaited twilight race at abu dhabi. :)

work today was not too bad...until the late evening. was already sibei pissed that su asked me to do her ISO stuff at bloody 5pm, even though i already said i wasn't free. and she wants it by tml. she looked like she'd been preparing for the ISO since last week and as seen today, nothing's been done at all.

so while i'm preparing the backlog minutes, CH pops by for drawings, which again, is for the bloody ISO. and everything i ask the bloody draftsperson, she gives me a bloody "i don't know". super super super pissed; i can practically feel it radiating. wan vomit blood liao!

haish. thank god i have the gals to keep me sane.

HL had to rush off. payday today! :D so me and JW went to reward ourselves. both of us had sushi craving over the weekend, but there wasn't any sushi restaurant there (except sakae, which totally sucks), so we settled for ajisen ramen. 還記得第一次和她逛街，也是吃 ajisen. 那時候一點都不熟，感覺怪怪的。今天，我們邊吃邊聊邊笑，太爽了！

when i first saw the huge chunk of butter on my hokkaido butter corn ramen, i debated whether or not to mix it in. after i mixed it in and the butter melted, and the layer of oil started appearing, i felt so guilty! but it was absolutely yummilicious!! 牛油味好香喔！and there were 2 slices of pork, which i guiltily wolfed down as well. not too bad, but i feel so so so horrible. that's probably how i'll feel each time i eat meat, so i'm prolly never gonna touch it again.

random note: i think i'm getting more and more used to my bangs!

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up a little notch

had a great time yesterday, even though the games part was a tad little disappointing. blame the ktv for distracting everyone. boo~

we set off in the early evening to johor for hel's birthday dinner. i went with JW, CH and him! lol. abit weird in the car but thankfully the journey wasn't too long and JW spoke most of the time.

CH couldn't find the place so we went about in circles, before finally consulting ST and reached the restaurant. and we were still earlier than the rest! lol. we were given a private room and a personal waiter. nicee. while we were messing around before dinner, JW gave me a playful but resounding smack on my bare back, to which both of us burst out laughing. it didn't hurt, but i super love the exasperated look he gave when i happened to look his way. cute!! (that's just the beginning of what the night has to offer.)

nearing the end, JW felt 'unwell' so PL asked CH to send her home. i offered to tag along. BUT! that was just our surprise plan. after that, we rushed madly to the ktv room to prepare.

when hel arrived, we popped balloons and sang birthday songs and presented cakes and gave presents, and hel looked just about ready to cry. later in the night PL revealed that after we left, hel teared cos she was so disappointed. nice acting JW!

gonna skip the games part.

LP's singing was hilarious. D is a super extremely wonderfully bloody good singer. i almost thought it was 張學友 singing. CH can sing, though abit emotionless. lol. but the duet he sang with JW sounds not too bad. ST is also a superb singer. even though i've never heard before the old songs he sang. and him! his rendition of 'hey jude' was......nice lor. haha!

and and! i chose carpenter's yesterday once more cos i super like to listen to that song, but nobody wanted to sing. after PL said "eh she like to listen this song. somebody sing for her leh." guess who sang? him! *happy*

ahem. anyway, when we left at 3am, most of us were practically half dead, especially us girls. tsk tsk. old liao cannot stay up late. tsk!

親愛的 JW @ dinner

知足常樂

i never realized the importance of water heaters until my heater broke down yesterday. after one freaking cold shower at freaking 10.30pm, i decided to pop over to my grandma's house opposite to bathe today instead. i sure hope it gets fixed by tomorrow. *cross fingers*

a pretty lovely day at work today. haven't felt this good for ages. majority of the time was spent planning and finalizing the details for tomorrow's surprise party over at msia. moi is the organizer again. so fun! but tiring though, having spent hours shopping in heels for game prizes.

rest of the day was merely some purchasing and printing of drawings. it actually feels good to be able to discuss the drawing details with my engineers instead of simply listening and not understanding what they have to say. i may just take up part time engineering courses soon. lols.

after lunch, i happened to see on my table, this photo of a sleeping shih tzu puppy hugging its bolster. since he was around and nobody else admitted it was theirs, i asked him and it was really him who left it on my table. he said that it was his friend's puppy and he gave me the photo for me to 'admire' it. -_- abit lame, but his paiseh look is so cute la. haha!

right. i should get to bed. can't wait for the party tml. alcohol baby!! :)

我想這個時候，他應該離開新加坡了。也許以後再也沒有機會見面。我也不該再想他。但是我真的做得到嗎？

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