Monday, August 13, 2007

so many things to blog, don't know where to start.
might be putting blogging on hiatus for a while.
cos it seems to have defeated its purpose.
i started blogging merely for the fun of it, and for having a record of daily events.
so that in future when i read back, i can reminisce about the bittersweet memories.
this blog may be public; in fact, i'm trying to promote it because of the ads.
but whatever i put up here, i'm willing to share with everyone.
why do people have to ask about what i DON'T share?
if i wanted to say, i would have put it into the post isn't it? -_-'''

i thought of deleting this blog.
but then i realized, why blog in the first place then?
besides, after 1 year plus of blogging, i've grown attached to it.
it has become my outlet to pen my feelings, thoughts and events. to share with people.
i don't want to stop.

so i removed the tagboard.
to prevent people from commenting on the way i live MY life.
read what i have to say, and figure out yourself what i don't say.
if you don't see your name, or i don't tell you myself,
it either does not concern you, or i don't wish to let you know.
CAN PLEASE DON'T ASK?!? >:(
if this really doesn't work, i'll have no choice but to make it private.
not that people care,
but i really really want the freedom to write what i want without worrying about how others may react.

if you think this post is directed at you, yes it is.
this post is for the general public, but you made me feel i had to do it.
many things have changed and happened since you came. good things and bad things.
sometimes i wish things were like before. in the beginning.
at least, sad to say, i was happier back then.
but i understand your situation. so i tried to accommodate and adapt to your way of life.
been debating for a very very long time whether or not to say this.
because i know it will affect us. alot.
now, it's either we try to solve it, or let it go.

i don't know. i'm tired. mentally.

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