Sunday, November 11, 2007

had a nice talk with sasa today. sad to hear about them, but i'm glad she has the chance to move on. and thank god she understands me; understood what i've been going through. it's not that i don't want to; it's i'm unable to because of certain circumstances. hais. oh wells. but it's certainly heartwarming to know that someone cares even though she's so far away. aww i miss her. sasa faster come back~!! xD

my originally meaningless life is getting more and more un-meaningful. sometimes i really wish i could escape to somewhere else and avoid all these problems, problems which are worsening by the day. it's not that i don't want to solve it; i've tried. *shrugs*

everytime i'm reminded of them, i get all sad and emo. but what's done is done. we can't turn back time. things won't go back to before. there'll always be this awkwardness, or even pissed-off feeling, in the air. there are alot of things i've regretted doing, or regretted not doing. i've made mistakes, but i will try to learn from them. i don't wanna hold on to anything that's past tense. i want to move on. i want to.

"true friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable." sometimes, "you say it best, when you say nothing at all."

it's hard to find someone like that, but i believe one day i will. =))

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