after all that we've said and done, i can't believe i'm actually back to square 1!? i thought it finally ended when you said you wanted a breakup. i guess not. why are you still referring to me as your gf? i don't want to be! i hate meeting all your friends. why do i have to meet their expectations as well? why do i have to be scrutinized and commented on by them? i want to please myself, i -have- to please you, and now i -have- to please them too? oh wtf!! zzZz.
I AM NOT YOUR BLOODY GIRLFRIEND ANYMORE! why do i have to be pressured by it? why are you expecting me to do what a gf does, when i'm not one anymore? this thing has been dragging on for so long; you're not the only one miserable. i really don't know what to say anymore. sometimes i really hate you lar. dammit!
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