Sunday, June 29, 2008

回来了



我回来了!其实也没什么,只是周末到了马来西亚云顶,晚了一天。我们到那里时,刚好太阳正在升,从窗外望出去,黎明的景色十分好看。





睡了大半天,午餐真丰富。原来马币大约五十块便能吃到台湾小吃棺材板,韩国泡菜饭,马来黄姜饭,日本tempura, 和中国人参汤。流口水了没?^_^





我原本打算到ripley's believe it or not 参观,可是逛完街后,阿姨说想带我进赌场。试了几次,终于过关了。这也算是我第一次进赌场吧。赢了又输,输了又赢,还中了几次jackpot,感觉还不错。不过那里并没有我想象中吸引人。好彩!

晚上到了赌场里的西餐厅new orleans用餐。马币三十就吃得到主菜,蘑菇汤,青菜沙拉,面包,还有咖啡。划算吧?



晚餐后,我和老爸还到sportsbook酒吧那里喝东西。一边喝酒,一边打着桌球,有说有笑。过瘾!

这样就过了一天。临走前,我也没忘了买我最喜欢的情人梅。






高山,地平线,天上的云 - 让我有着自由的感觉。:)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

我不喜欢等人 -.-

[以下纯粹是个人感受,并非针对任何人。]

为什么每次都是我先到?
为什么每次都是我等人?
为什么你们都把我等你当作理所当然?
我等你,不表示我喜欢等你。
我等你,不表示我不介意等你。
最后,迟到了,就别一副我应该等你的表情。 *气*

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我之所以那么不爽,是因为今天是我第二次等人等了一个多钟头。人来人往,一个人站在那里等的感受真凄凉。不过还好这次大孩子懂得哄我开心,所以我决定不生气了。^_^

谢谢大孩子的鼓励,支持,信念,所分享的人生经验,和他送的那颗坐飞机回来的糖。这阵子还好有他,让我渐渐对自己有了信心和目标。也谢谢他教会我从另一个角度去观看这个世界,让我觉得我的生活变得更充实。下个礼拜见!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

random!

twins?



lolx. yes i'm still at 9x%. no motivation at all. lalala~

无聊的一天

今天早上听到广播,说芬兰研究结果指出,一般人若每天喝上二到三杯的咖啡,不单能帮助减少体重,而且还可以降低患上糖尿病的机会哦。神奇的咖啡啊,请帮帮我吧!


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firefox 3 出了哦!到目前为止,并非任何问题,上网速度也比之前快许多。去下载吧!


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我: but i only can reach around 7.30 leh..
yh: wa so late ah. if can, try to earlier leh. i hungry. haha.
我: lol!!

有时候他还真像个大孩子。:)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

someone kill me please!

yes i'm not blogging in chinese today cos i'm extremely shag! and half-drunk. =x


have been going out+shopping for the past week or so, and i'm officially super break broken BROKE. @.@


met sasa (yesterday) for lunch & shopping at town. had lunch at xin wang cafe at cineleisure. love that yuanyang. beef hor fun comes in such a big portion! i still want beef ramen at 日本村! best beef i've ever had. lolx.


went to do our eyebrow shaping at far east. soooo painful!! walked around with red eyelids for a while after that. -.- but i guess it's neater. tsk. then slacked at shaw for 1 hr plus. semi-shag already. thanks sasa for the top! try meet up again before you go back k? ^_^


p/s. incanto heaven comes in a limited edition set with free lotion @ 72 bucks! should i get it? :(


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met up with aunt for movie. wanted to watch kungfu panda (which i already watched half), but timing was off. so we made do with shaolin girl instead. that was such a horrible movie!


it started with rin graduating from the shaolin temple and returning to japan, when she discovers her family dojo (martial arts) school in ruins. she managed to find her sensei iwai, meets one of his workers, and gets pulled to join their lacrosse team. she teaches the team kungfu and taichi in the process of training, and they win matches after matches.


the principal of the university mr evil, whose teacher happens to be rin's grandfather (same teacher as iwai), learns of her prowess, and is determined to force her to fight him. he captures minmin and the fight between them both begins. in the end, rin passes the true meaning of shaolin kungfu to mr evil, and peace is restored.


besides the dumb no-storyline in the movie, there's too much cg within, and it's not even realistic, especially in the last scenes. they were fighting in what looks like a shallow pond, when suddenly somehow rin goes underwater. she emerges dry; same goes for mr evil. and then they're suddenly in the air, where rin hugs mr evil, he cries, they're back on ground, and he's changed for good. lame leh. -.-


this is by far the worst movie i've ever seen! i'm rating it -5/5. tsk.


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went pasar malam, bought a hello kitty wallet and some nail polish. i seriously need to stop spending. (oh yeah, i have 3 witnesses+me who heard simon saying he wants to be that boyfriend who can buy me that gucci shades. you no where to run liao! lolx.)


almost 2am! nitex. X_x

Saturday, June 21, 2008

ariant!

ariant came out yesterday, along with krexel. i'm currently trying to complete the new quests. a lil boring though. not chiong-ing, though i'm 10% away from level up. T_T

Friday, June 20, 2008

其实你懂我

由我开始用华文之后,我发现我已经把自己的一点一滴慢慢地写出来了。若有一天,真有人那么耐心的全部读完,并了解我当时的心情,我想他应该就是最了解我的人了吧。



但我很不乐观。
我觉得这个人根本不存在。
又或许,只有在梦里吧。

“ 我希望我的王子快点出现。”
- 夏天(樱野三加一)

我也是。


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明天是SH二十一岁生日。她建议到cathay的一间日式餐馆 《日本村》 吃晚餐。那里的寿司盘一碟才九毛九,好便宜哦!牛肉拉面也超好吃的。东西不贵,又好吃,下次一定要再去!^_^



每次和她出去,都会特别轻松自在。也许是,我们有着很多相似的地方,所以我可以做回自己。也许就因为她和我差不多,所以觉得她了解我。也许我觉得很自在,所以说的话很多。当我们谈起我喜欢的他,她喜欢的他时,我才发现,原来她和我一样,一样放不下。难怪我们能谈的那么起劲。还蛮期待我和SH下次的约会。哈哈!

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最近看了/在看不少戏。其中的 《原来爱上贼》,《命中注定我爱你》, 《樱野三加一》,和 《法政先锋》, 都是比较值得看的。有空不妨去看哦!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

烦烦烦

越来越讨厌工作。讨厌整天呆在办公室,任由老板呼来唤去。
越来越觉得自己像便利贴,可有可无。

我刚刚就在想,要继续找办公室的工作吗?想继续做便利贴?也许,我再努力一点,就可以越爬越高。但若我对高高在上没有兴趣,我还会努力吗?要赚大钱,住大房子,开名贵车,才算成功?这样才会幸福快乐吗?

我只想做个小小的驯兽师,但居然被拒绝了。我真就要一辈子被困在办公室吗?

我应该怎样做呢?该将错就错,任命了,还是应该不顾别人反对,追求自己梦想,做想做的事?

烦啊!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

坚持自己的选择

每个人在生活当中,都会遇到彷徨的时候,不知怎样选择。

少女/巫婆?


是少女还是巫婆,根本从来都没有一个定义,因为两个都没错。
最主要是要看观看者的心理状况。

小部份人会坚持自己,大部份人会有怀疑。在日常生活里面,我们很容易受到一些社会的现行标准影响,容易怀疑自己,变得人云亦云。如果你要获得重生的话,首先就需要抛开自己举世眼光,用最深的自己去感受这个世界。只有这样,才可以揭开对自己的枷锁。

Sunday, June 15, 2008

芝华士富豪

每次心情不好,总喜欢喝醉酒。
选择在迷迷糊糊的世界里,放纵自己。

醉了,可以无理取闹地哭。
醉了,可以胡思乱想。
醉了,才有勇气面对自己。

做人真复杂。

似乎每天都在演戏的我,觉得好累。
可是别人说,就好好的演下去吧。
这辈子就这么一次机会哦。
他说得没错啊。

我总是在猜想,别人心里对我的评论,和感想。
为什么呢?
“别想太多了。”
有道理。

“开心是一天,不开心也是一天。
为何不选择开开心心地过呢?”
说的容易。
“船到桥头自然直."
也对啊。

为什么有时候,我居然会觉得,
做个便利贴女孩也没什么不好啊。

:(

Saturday, June 14, 2008

囚鸟

一边听着 “cry me a river”,一边喝着咖啡。

突然想起从前。
小时候的我,总想赶快长大。
想展翅高飞,渴望自由。

现在的我,好想回到从前。
无拘无束,
无需为生活担忧忙碌的日子。

贪念? 要求?
像囚鸟般,
永远被困在欲望的笼子里。

知足就能幸福吗?
人,真能知足吗?

Thursday, June 12, 2008

便利贴女孩


如果你有忘不掉的过去,那就干脆不要忘记了。埋在心底里,作为你人生故事的一部分。那沉默的过去呢,就会变成养料。你要知道,不能总往后看啊,那样你就不会进步。



love this quote from ftly.


p/s. this whole post will mainly be about ftly, so if you're not interested, you can ignore this. :)


have recently been watching and re-watching Fated To Love You. the plot's getting more and more interesting, and i can't believe i actually teared in one of the scenes. but main reason for me being hooked on it, is because of dylan, played by newcomer baron chen.


dylan's another one of those prince charming characters - tall and handsome, rich and talented, yet down-to-earth and caring, and once he falls for xinyi, he stays faithful by her side even though he knows the one she loves is cunxi. undeniably every girls' dream guy. how unrealistic eh?


but also undeniably, baron chen is super shuai! (though he looks hotter in kungfu dunk.) =x i actually didn't pay much attention to him the first time round, cos i was too engrossed in the plot. when i found out he starred alongside jay chou in kungfu dunk, i went to watch the movie again, and yes! he's the one that me and lin were gushing over that time!



*bucket of drool*


besides re-watching ftly and focusing on him, i also found out that kungfu dunk is merely his first movie and ftly his first drama series! his acting is considerably good for a newcomer. but too bad he has too little scenes. i wanna watch more baron chen! (and he's probably the most 'dao' and quiet artiste i've seen.) :P


i shall stop broadcasting my obsession for him, in case i lose whatever sanity i have (or appear to have) left.


moving on to xinyi, played by qiao en. in the first part of the drama, she plays a 'sticky-note girl', whom everyone wants to work with, but yet no one wants to be. she's the typical kind you ask to buy your coffee, photocopy your notes, do your work when you want to go off early and etc. after she loses her unborn, dylan takes her to shanghai, and under the guidance of a renowned pottery master, she unleashes her talent for the arts. 2 years later, her artwork is displayed at his gallery and later bought by an unknowing cunxi. i have no idea what's gonna happen after that between the 3 of them, as ftly is still airing in taiwan. lol.


Saturday, June 7, 2008

T.G.I.F

loretta told me something this morning. she said, "just now provost asked something funny about you. he asked me if you ever spoke. and if you speak to me. see lah michelle, so unfriendly to him!"


-_-''' i where got unfriendly?! i say good morning, make his morning coffee, walk all the way to buy his lunch, bring it right to him, and when i double up as his secretary, i do ask him about documents. I GOT OPEN MOUTH ONE LEH! tsk. but nevermind. now the provost of ntu bothers about me. don't play play ar!! lolx.


jk. i think he meant it as sarcasm. oh wells. busy morning today. which is good. i was staring at my reflection at the toilet, thinking to myself, 'hey my breakouts isn't too bad (usually i become rather dishevelled at the end of the day), and it's only....' *looks at watch* 'woah it's eleven already!' XD


met up with the gals after work. we always have trouble deciding where to eat. lol. finally decided on kenny rogers. had the usual. ooh that cheese macaroni...and garden pasta! *drools* i love cold pasta! hehe. next time we go eat that chicken-thingy (i actually forgot the name -_-).


i realize i've been spending quite a lot on impulsive retail therapy. just before i met them, i went to shop around, and guess what? i bought this shiny gold handphone accessory. i saw another one - a gold crown with a pink strap. it matches all my pink stuff, but my phone's green. so i picked this one, a gold crown, a gold star and a gold key. pweety! ^^


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what i want for my 21st birthday...
(yes i know it's 4 months away)

salvatore ferragamo incanto heaven



it's pink and pretty, and i fell in love with the scent after trying the sample for the first time. i wants! =x the medium sized one costs 79 bucks, says the website. but i don't know what currency is that. i should think it won't go over 100 bucks sgd? *crosses fingers*


Thursday, June 5, 2008

full of random stuff


who dare to sit on potatoes?
(ans below)


i hate myself nowadays. weather sucks; blowing hot and cold. so many people falling sick. i'm halfway there. having trouble falling asleep at night. trying to resist depending on panadol. breakouts! meaning monthly blood donation is nearing. extra reason to feel cranky. i hate the breakout cream. skin is peeling. zzZz.


heels are hurting me so much. went to repair it last night, after a very long time. only one rubber came off, but the uncle replaced both. nice. ^^ i somehow found the uncle very familiar. also had this instant liking towards him. dunno why. lol.


i hate work; more & more. i feel so silly going to work everyday, waiting for HER to give me papers to file. i can't believe i'm doing filing. i hate filing now. can't stand HER too. she's bloody lazy. can you imagine i'm filing papers for last year? all that backlog! o_O good & easy work she do, bad stuff i do. no wonder i'm making more & more enemies. thankful for all those colleagues who dislike HER and understand what i have to go through.


more random stuff. finally finished watching D.I.E. it's one of those shows that doesn't have a happy ending, though it's a little confusing. roger died in the end, because the female ghost had told him sonjia would die if they remain together, and the only way for her to live is to replace her life with his own. yeah so he died. at the last scene, at his grave, miraculously she was holding a baby whom she said was his son. the baby had roger's telepathic ability, so he couldn't be adopted. i have no idea when that baby came about. weird...


oh wells. nothing to watch anymore. besides forensic heroes which is still showing in hk so i can't watch all at once. any good shows to intro? mehhx.


p/s. i hope choc fondue tml is still on. *crosses fingers*




Ans : 男人
因为男人大丈夫,敢做敢当 (敢坐gan dan)。

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

new metus + 5-digit damage!

tempted to attempt scrolling again, so i bought a few metus-es and 30%/60% bow att scrolls. boomed the first 2 metus-es. felt so disheartened, i just threw 30%s on the last one. luckily it didn't boom. in total, i passed 3 30% and 2 60%s on it, which added up to 107 weapon attack, 1wa more than my previous one. that's not too bad, considering i spent 20 million on this scrolling extravaganza. let's hope my old metus can fetch at least 35million back.


i now have 99 str in total, 4 more than my needed 95 str to hold the metus. should i reset them back to dex? but ap resets are so ex, and i might be able to get a nisrock in future. hmmm. *dilemma*



achieved with lv 7 sharp eyes and cassandra's 20 weapon attack. 5 digits! whoots~!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

D.I.E


if you like drama series like 'to catch the uncatchable' or 'forensic heroes', try D.I.E, or Death Investigation Extension 古靈精探. it stars roger kwok and sonjia kwok who gets transferred to a newly formed police unit, along with several others similarly with bad track records. there, they're supposed to solve cases which have been left open for a very long time.


though loggerheads at first, roger and sonjia slowly develop feelings for each other. there's also the addition of a female ghost, whose part in the story i still don't know yet (haven't seen to that part). lol.


due to roger's telepathic ability, this series is a combination of crime-solving and comedy. an interesting alternative to forensic heroes 2, which loads bloody slow. -.-



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had a little chat with one of my maple buddies. i realized i never knew what his name was. i even forgot his ign. all along we were just chatting on msn. he's one of those rare guys that don't club, don't pub, doesn't go for looks, detests polygamy, and believes in remaining a virgin for his future wife (and expects his wife to be the same). lol.


anyway back to topic. he asked me what i expected in my partner. i gave him a long list. then he asked, "if you manage to find such a man, what do you think he sees in you?" that got me thinking. at first i wasn't sure what he meant. i thought he was referring to stuff like, 'must be beauty queen', or 'must be very rich', or maybe 'must be very smart and capable' etc. if in that case, obviously i won't have anything that anyone will see in me.


then he told me, many people only know what to expect from their partner, but never seem to think what they can offer to their partner. i find that confusing. i mean, what he says is true. but then again, if you weren't like this in the first place, would you expect your partner to be like that?


(btw i'm talking about mentality, not materialistic gains, where a poor girl aims for a rich husband.)


for example, if you paint or enjoy seeing paintings, you would expect or hope your partner to be on the same wavelength as you right? but maybe i've seen too little to be thinking like this. maybe it just boils down to the individuals.


顺其自然吧.


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